What if :

- i cant hang on there anymore
- i regretted studying engineering
- i still love business the most
- i hate mathematics
- i hate physics
- i hate chemistry
- i hate understanding
- i hate concepts
- i hate theory

?

Engineering is not my forte. Normal people take 1 hour to understand, i take 3hours to understand. Normal people did well if they study hard, i did badly even if i study hard.

God.

I need strength and courage to carry on with all these shit in life.