love.

Love. Are you the right one that will love me all our life?


Are you the right one that will cover the darkness and bring me to the light?

I have never ever thought about riding a bike, never ever. And, i have never thought that i will allow myself to sms on the bike. Never ever. All because, i felt so safe when im with you :).

:)

Last night was fantastic. Out with R*. My first time on bike, my first time to Rochestra park, my first time to opp Sembawang park. It was really an exciting night! :) Thanks for the wonderful night! And, i really have fun.

I wish the whole journey will continue on and on..

CNY

Happy CNY to all :)

CNY is no longer CNY to me. Haha, probably because of the studies, because of what it is, no mood and no 'atmosphere'.

Last friday went flowering with Pyin for V day! So cool :) hehe. Setting up a small small business is our dream. And though, that day was tired and didnt earn much, we earn one valuable thing call the experience. And for next year, it will surely be better :).

Sat was reunion dinner. Every year, there's only 2 dishes that i most look forward to, its the shark fin and the abalone! i really love shark fin, i know its cruel blah blah blah but its really nice :). Not being a vegeterian itself is already very cruel so yup no choice :(.

Shou ye with my siblings and so slept very late. Sun morning the first day of CNY woke up and go temple bai nian with shen first. After that went to Grandma's house. And then late at night went to cousin's house for gambling session. And ha, 3siblings added up losing 100plus. LOL.

Den tues morning, rushed back from gambling session to send mum to airport. Shes gg to yogakarta. Its a nice place! Very cool. And she's flying alone there to meet her friend. LOL how brave, i wonder if i were to fly alone whats e feeling like! haha.

After that evening wwent over to my aunt's house. Went with my dad.. He's telling me how to drive LOL. And i dun deny his driving skill is really luan luan lai. Its good learning defensive driving LOL.

Back home and spent the night alone at home sleeping!! What a CNY? Woke up today and continue staying at home. Got a test next monday and yet not touching my books since last wed.

WELL DONE MICH! Damn. I need to work hard LOL.

: )

Wednesday went to Jie's house. WOW! OMG, i reali love going to her house!! REALLY REALLY nice and beautiful. And each time i go there, im very very inspiried. Very cool!!! :). Her mum is so nice to gift me CNY goodies :).

Went to Loyang temple to bai bai :) pray for a good new 2010 :)

Thursday, woke up early in the morning and went to finally fixed my broken teeth. And yes the pain is LOL but the heart pain is OMG. 95dollars gone in half an hour's time, ahhh. Thats stupid, and i have learnt my lesson.

1) not to be so greedy and eat so much sweets without stopping
2) not to bite on hard things thinking that my teeth is super solid

And now, for the rest of my life, i cant eat with my front teeth anymore. And if i do it will chip off again. If i dun, after 6years it will be gone again. OMG.

After that had lunch with my brother! :)

Met up with Pyin yesterday to proceed with our V day business plan. So excited so excited. I hope everything works out well!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Den reunion dinner with Pyin Yting Lyan Xying Jw and Trish! So sorry for the long wait, didnt expect to get jammed up at the florist as well. Hmm, and then we went to bugis to have some desserts. After that went to Luis house with PY to collect something. LOL the wooden door is locked but luckily the tenant was awake. Back to Py house to pack and get ready the stock to sell today.

Today morning woke up early to pass some cookies to my Jie's for her mum :). Back home and continue sleeping. Oh dear, theres tests coming up and im bumming around all the time. God bless me lor! LOL.

Now go back to sleep and then recharge some energy for tonight's :).

frustration

Bad mood. CSC, you really caused me to be so frustrated. Im angry and frustrated not because i have a feel for you too or that i even bothered about you. But i just get frustrated and sick and tired and irrtated by you, seriously speaking i wonder how clear must i make it to you that, i do not love you, not in the past, not at this present, and not even in the future. Oh gosh, stop harrassing me. Yes i use the word harrass. You make me fucking damn fed out that if there is a sms blockage, i assure you i will. Or even in advanced scientific terms, if I can block you from seeing me thats even better. Stop looking at me, seriously. That's aint romantic, thats not the way to court a girl. Yah right, i would think that you are extremely macho and not bad looking if i have feel for you too. But sorry, you just disgust me. And probably to be even clearer next time, i would like to tell you that the very mention of you or even your sight turns me off, turns me off is too light a term to use, you disgust me! Stop looking at me each time every lecture ends, stop purposely walking past me and try to show yourself in front of me, just get out of my sight. Its not like i even care a bit about you. But the feeling of being looked at everytime makes me so damn uncomfortable in sch. I have never felt so turn off and so sway at a courtship before. Now i just pray that you stop having wishful thinking on your own side. Im just a short, fat and ordinary girl. That's it. Damn.

Holidays?

Last week:

Wednesday went movie-ing with Vivian and Siew after lab practical. Hmmp, watched the spy next door, not bad a movie haha. It did touched me in the end. Ate at Breeze, the student meal was nice! trying to take every single advantage of being a student for now! though i cant wake for the day i grad! :)

Friday went to Vivian's house for revision. LOL. Make some agar agar. My role there initially was to watch but it ended up that become hands on! But the result was best!! :) so nice lor. And i ate ___ lol!


Today went to my sis place for some cleaning! so cool lor... I also want to leave in a big house!!!! And its so nicely renovated that can do photoshoot there!! But i realised something the climbing up and down of stairs from the first to the third is enough to help me lose weight! LOL.

Im very tired now...............